My Tea is Cold (Exercise 11)

Oil Painting of China Tea Cup with Spoon, Elizabeth Blaylock

These are the facts:

I spent some morning moments
looking at a girl's lower back
she wore yoga pants
skin peaked out and
I peaked at it and
hated it.
now I don't know if I looked
because I wanted it for my own
because I wanted to destroy it
or because I wanted it to destroy
me.